Archive for November, 2006

I intend to edit this post.

Sunday, November 12th, 2006

After the beginning of the second semester, i intended to post random inquiries as to the everyday, ho-hum activities that students endure or simply do willingly day by day.

Then after that, i wanted to post about poetry and Philippine Literature, and what defines a Filipino, and Philippine Literature.

But sadly, right now? I have no time to type because my parent will be screaming at me any second now to stop this and berate me. Gads.

So, instead i post two poems. One that i think defines one of the endpoints of Philippine literature in terms of its character and second, i post a poem i made. YES. I post my crappy poetry. :O

Rebellious Sonnets (2)
-Ricaredo Demetillo

Once as a child I thought God was as near
As Grandma’s icon on the leaning wall
And as benign, for it inclined an ear
As if it were no wood, to listen. All
My heart reposed beneath its candled feet.
The palpitating noons, with longing, brought
Me suppliant, a fugitive from heat,
Before its presence. In its face I sought
A surer kindness that what kin and friends
Could dole me in the hurry of their steps.
Then God receded and I felt the fiends
Howl in my ears as on the day I tipped
The icon with a curious finger, and
I felt ant-pellets leak on my shocked
               child’s hand.

Now for my crappy poetry. Take heed, i shall edit this post in favor of a better, much coherent one. :D

Emo in a train station
- Me.

In the seemingly endless cemented wormhole,
above the concrete stage,
A sign, purple illuminating
the quiet, tired crowd.

On this strange afternoon morning
(That strange feeling between the sunset and dawn.)
The sign serenely lights the white
letters, murmuring

"Way Out."

And i wonder whether the irony
should make me laugh
as the people strugglingly file in the train
eyes forward, mouths silent.

Mass Media participation, and everybody’s a clone.

Sunday, November 5th, 2006

First off, the everyday, boring me stuff.

I finally re-trained with the TDC. We had a full fledged debate, and I was prime minister. And i did bad. Very, very bad. Debating with almost pros or at least, people with a LOT more experience in debating than me,made me feel nothing short of of being stupid and ineefectual unable. I totally messed up my speech, i didn’t make things clear, and all of us were just trying to grab the argument from each other. I didn’t even make a point of information. OMG. I’m such a loser.

Now, for the probably socially relevant part of my post.

Last night i watched this show on MTV, 8th and Ocean. A show about models trying to make it big in California if i’m not mistaken. Yes, and well in the episode, one of the male models, Vince, he was freaking late for a show, and his agency’s already pissed off at him. He enters around 15 minutes before showtime, then he loiters around the runway (in the dressing room) until it’s almost two minutes before his call, and he still hasn’t got his clothes on, and his makeup’s all messed up.

And i was screaming the whole time: "Stupid idiot! you’re going to lose your damned job! D:"

Right. And anyways, with all the news of Madrid’s fashion week barring skinny models from their runways and such, and this creating a ripple effect in the fashion industry, worldwide, i thought it was obvious more or less, that people and the ‘masses" if you will let me call them such, have sunk to a new low.

Everyone is now too image/fashion/appearance conscious. But not in the sense fo expressing their individuality with how they look like. Everyone (in general), take for example Philippine society, everyone looks oh-so-similar.

Take your pick, a tight-fitting polo shirt with the collar up, a tight-fitting t-shirt with some slogan on it/rocker-type design on it, then a hair-do that may be enough to rival a baby shark, or some other hair-do that look like they were taken out of the pages of a glossy magazine.

My point is that EVERYONE HAS TURNED INTO CLONES OF EACH OTHER.

And this, is very sad. Even individuality is pre-packaged into some marketing stunt, wherein mass media spreads the notion of "individualtiy" as akin to taking styles that are outrageous, but still taken by the majority. In essence, individuality has now turned into nothing.

It’s sad to know that the youth and the adults no longer take into importance the fact that we need to distinguish ourselves from everybody else. Everyone is just content with looking, and acting like everyone else, and this attitude pervades other sectors of society.

As a result, i think that the majority hold ALL the same opinions. For example, i think majority of the people would equate drinking alcohol as a group would equate to a good time.

If everyone holds a similar opinion, how then will there be change? Change can only be spurred only if we choose to deviate from what society percieves as common, same, and possibly acceptable. But here is a sadder fact: If one goes against society, inevitably, one will lose. The system will throw you out.

So what exactly am i trying to say?

Perhaps what i mean is since the majority hold indifference for the factors that affect public safety and security and such, the effect of our "mass media", that is, the effect that it makes it seem better for everyone to hold the same opinion, taste and views.

This effect makes it difficult for us to garner the much needed change in our society as a whole.

The masses now give priority to what clothing or hairstyle would suit themselves than as to what the effect the "War on terror" have on international beliefs. Perhaps now, as a person, you, the reader lavish more importance as to what shirt will make you look good and such, rather than thinking of what effect poverty has on our country.

Present society is built upon the want of luxury. Then wants and desires that people want. Beauty. Present society seems to build on the hatred of hardships, the undesirable, and the dislike of socially relevant matter that which is not important to the world of the stars/rich/popular people and such.

Basically, i am just rambling, and i intended to launch a full post on how the fashion industry and the masses hamper creativity and individual expression. yes, including a little put down on the dolls of this industry, the models.

But whatever, more on that later.

What is important, i think i got a blurry point across. :D

I mean, change will never happen if we always just go with the flow. We need to delineate from the norms in order for a change to happen. YES. IMHO, at least.

Hello. Are you bored?

Wednesday, November 1st, 2006

I most definitely am semi-bored.

Anyways, to whomever is going to be reading this, let me greet you a happy(?) All saints day/halloween/hallow’s eve/whatever solstice/any other occasion. (including birthdays.)

Has anyone gone to a cemetery today? In my side of the world, it’s Nov. 1st. And i’m going to be 17 soon. Or is it 16? O_o

Back to the cemetary. Anyone gone yet? I haven’t. I personally believe that i don’t need to pray for the souls of the dead, because they’re dead. I prefer to pray for the one’s they’ve left behind. They’re the ones suffering. Right. Hear me rawr ramble.

Although halloween really makes my skin tingle with some sort of indescribable anticipation. I’m not really sure if it’s frightened anticipation, or just happy anticipation. I don’t think i want to know, but the thing is I’M ANTICIPATING SOMETHING.

Maybe it could be those "ghouls" that keep haunting us, especially on this time of the year (according to some "paranormal" experts.), or maybe it’s the happy/whatever feeling one can get when CHRISTMAS IS NEAR. YAY! *throws confetti*

Christmas. Giving gifts. Spending time with people you care about. Christmas carols. Playing piano pieces of these carols. Chilling out. An excuse to wear cold weather clothing (especially jackets!). An excuse to be kind. Doing all of the above in any random order.

My present university apparently has a nice Christmas thing going on. Usually they string the whole "Lover’s lane" (The park at the entrance) trees with sparkly, glittery, enchanting christmas lights. (Although with the recent Typhoon Milenyo and Super Typhoon Paeng, i wonder if they’re still going to be able to do that.), then they light the whole soccer field, then have rows and rows of food given for free to the students. Or at least something like that.

So this means i get to celebrate christmas with some of my school friends at school. Which makes me feel a bit…blah.

Hmmn.

Oh, don’t mind me, i’m just being random. Me and my brother have been cleaning the stockroom of our house and i have a raging headache. OMG.

So, again, happy halloween/all saints day/ christmas/ hannukah/ birthday/ whatever.

and i am freaking begging you. COMMENT DAMNIT! :D